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the devils ballad
03:29
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i hope my time is up
needles with the dust
i just know i cant be trusted
all good im all good
with the shot gun in my mouth
squeeze the trigger
end it all (in my room)
..
sorry for my faults
if i knew this life´s a curse
lost myself feeling broken
still a burden who cant be trusted
wish i found someone (oh)
put the gun to my chest
hesatine to end it all
i know im a coward
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💕
02:25
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everything i touch turn to waste
i wanna be left alone i wish i had chamber in the gun
to end my life
(ohhhh)
im failure , i got no self control i have no power
if take myself they wouldnt care
good bye everyone its time for me to go
who gives a fuck about the end
dying inside im some sick joke
put the gun to my head hope you see my brain splatter
i dont wanna be here
ill end it all in a motel room.
leave the scene as you walk past my room
as i acend just know i still love you
i still love you.
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paint the walls black
02:27
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feel so far gone
saving me from this
relief ill feel the plessure of the bullet
(i know i know i know)
one minute i was curse always felt stuck in a hearse
life isnt great keep your secrets safe
nobody knows mine
im the devil inside
if i took my life
Id look like a coward
(i know i know i know)
wanna be like dead
put me on a bootleg
dont montage of heck me
(i know i know i know)
i wanna see me brain all over the walls
fuck this life ill take it away
(i know i know i know)
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5. |
room 13
02:52
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something in my veins (for reilef
of this life)
i feel my body shaking
i see my walls
painted black.
i hear death calling me (help me)
i hear the demons whisper
(do it do it )
someone save me before i crack
i feel my trigger slipping
so isolated in this world
hope nobody finds love note
stained with my blood
flooding tears
hope they dont have sympathy for me.
pray they dont find me
one with the woods
the last strip took me out.
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6. |
untitled 002
05:43
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losing grip of reality hope death takes me soon
ill be happy in the grave let my phone ring till they find me
brains all out give no fucks
about the mess wear my skull in chain nothing in my sockets last thing i see is a burden text , wish i never
gotten that sent now im stuck in suicidal loops
once i end it wont right a note
god cant wait for that day sometimes i wish i never wake up
thats ok
wont be a threat no more .
3:30 in the morning saw you by my door step hand me his weapon said use it at your own discretion
its being pleasure, yishai
im tired of life hoping one day it ends in flash
feel like a burden ill never recover from this mess
a text i feel it wont be heard
dont wanna send it brought the hurt
rather be rotting the woods
they find me decomposed .
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7. |
the escape plan
02:18
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keeping these thoughts to myself i got tendincies
that might leave me hanging but im ok
put the 9 mm to my skull end it all in a day
my kitchen painted red
with the candy all over place
the last fall of grace
finally coming to peace
laying in my stench
eyes rolled back
time for relief
knife to my wrist
blood in the tub
felt the the relief of the
heroin
two doses feeling janice joplin
popped two blue pills dont give a fuck if its laced
wanna go out with bang blow my head in vein
like kurt cobain .
the escape plan 2022 locate your bitch and fuck her on the floor cocaine and mushrooms all in the blunt light one up and get fucked up
light a bad trip and see satan in ur dreams
thats how it be in the down under with no help
put the gun to my .
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i still have photos i haunt
these repossessed memories
we hold , dearly
breaking hearts
you say you love me but in the end did we really mean it?
and im sorry for bringing you to the revine
holding every last breathe till i sink down the drain
life is a mess
the simplier things got the more complicated it got
and i see your face every night
i cant wish for the simple things
im just another friend who broke your heart
im just another friend who broke your heart
im just another friend who broke your heart
im just
another friend.
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sakura
03:42
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grab on my pale skin
lets fuck till we swim in are blood
dancing to get the pain out
suffocate in the sea
losing hope take my life tonight
give me a sign ( hit me baby)
i dont care where i go (one more time)
eyes rolled back most be the fetynal
foam from the mouth finally im drowning
finally im drowning .
i feel the relief i start seeing the light
finally can swim
to the sea
lost all my friends but that ok
trynna find the shell
load it in the gauge
put it to my temple squeeze
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betamax lover
03:14
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untitled 003
05:13
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I know I know..
(I am not as adept at understanding human relations as I thought)
Theres a world outside of us..
And I just know he can't be trusted..
He knows He knows
(Goddess)
That you just can't trust noone else
And thats just hits below you belt kid
Cause you..
Got me open taken my love
(I can't believe it...I imagine you want to talk to me)
And you my best friend, I love you so much
(Good, I was getting worried)
All my girlfriends
Tell me slow down
But they don't you
Like I know you now
(I am with you until the end shepard...I thought you'd be Liara)
Cause I got a girlfriend
(Fair)
And you got a girlfriend
(I was counting on you to do that for me)
If we get together
It's like a love in a world wind
(What are you doing?)
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YIISHAI_HYNDRXX Natrona Heights, Pennsylvania
YIISHAI_HYNDRXX born and raised in Natrona Heights, PA is a underground experimental Hip Hop artist
His sound is dark and moody with a lil bit of humour tied into it stay tuned for what he has in store !
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